Emotions on high
Words need to be said
But nothing comes
Looking into your
Eyes
You open your
Mouth
Hear comes the lies
In less then a
Second you conjure up
A record If you ask me
I think to myself hear we go
Again........
What the fuck is up with all these people claiming to be so real but when it comes to the truth that Real shit goes out the window, I am a firm believer that once people are apart of your life. They are gonna always be there. Whether the are there physically mentally or emotionally. But shit people dont talk about that how that person never really goes away no matter how hard we try. Which brings me to these conversations that people seem so uncomfortable with having. Dont get me wrong I dont like to have "The conversation" or "Those conversations" that usually put me in a very vulnerable postion but shit sometime you gotta do what you gotta do.It pisses me the fuck off when you and the person that you need to have, lets just call it The Talk with doesnt wanna talk or half way talks to me its quite annoying. Im like come the fuck on and spit the shit out lets move on and change if need be how thee fuck am I suppose to fix a problem that I have no idea about I mean really what the hell let that shit go and then they lie about how they really feel which fucks me the fuck up because who lies on them selfs about them self. So recently I think I offically made two of the people that I can honestly say that I have loved the most associates because they dont wanna have a real ass conversation. And its fucking me up because maybe its my approch but Ive been told on more then one occation that I wanna have my cake and eat it too which is a weird expression because if I have cake the hell yeah am eat that shit . But anywho yeah so I had to think about it the second time it was said to me and I had to say to myself. Self do you really wanna have your cake and eat it to? And I said yes I do want to eat my cake if that means holding on to a good person through friendship mean eating cake then yes.
Words need to be said
But nothing comes
Looking into your
Eyes
You open your
Mouth
Hear comes the lies
In less then a
Second you conjure up
A record If you ask me
I think to myself hear we go
Again........
What the fuck is up with all these people claiming to be so real but when it comes to the truth that Real shit goes out the window, I am a firm believer that once people are apart of your life. They are gonna always be there. Whether the are there physically mentally or emotionally. But shit people dont talk about that how that person never really goes away no matter how hard we try. Which brings me to these conversations that people seem so uncomfortable with having. Dont get me wrong I dont like to have "The conversation" or "Those conversations" that usually put me in a very vulnerable postion but shit sometime you gotta do what you gotta do.It pisses me the fuck off when you and the person that you need to have, lets just call it The Talk with doesnt wanna talk or half way talks to me its quite annoying. Im like come the fuck on and spit the shit out lets move on and change if need be how thee fuck am I suppose to fix a problem that I have no idea about I mean really what the hell let that shit go and then they lie about how they really feel which fucks me the fuck up because who lies on them selfs about them self. So recently I think I offically made two of the people that I can honestly say that I have loved the most associates because they dont wanna have a real ass conversation. And its fucking me up because maybe its my approch but Ive been told on more then one occation that I wanna have my cake and eat it too which is a weird expression because if I have cake the hell yeah am eat that shit . But anywho yeah so I had to think about it the second time it was said to me and I had to say to myself. Self do you really wanna have your cake and eat it to? And I said yes I do want to eat my cake if that means holding on to a good person through friendship mean eating cake then yes.
Your writing has seriously changed
ReplyDeleteI guess I'm trying something different didn't even know u was still on here
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