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This time I will do something different, writing with all I have holding nothing back. So allow me to intoduce myself to me. Suzette meet Suzy and Suzy meet Sue and Sue meet Suz and then everyone meet Zette. This is me and at the age of 27 1/2 I have came to except this. I be chilling though but sometimes shit gets real as it does for any and everyone at some point in our lives. So in the year of 2015 I would say that I may be slightly below average as far as the world is concerned but I like to think everyone could be doing a lil better so who are they to judge. Anywho my blogs are full of my poetry and deepest darkest thoughts of love, hate, lust. and fantasy. But im kinda over that for now so plz excuse me while I vent.  Every fucking thing is a battle with me I dont know if  I put myself in these positions or if that is just apart of who I am or is it just self sabotage. Its like I know what to do I know how to do it but getting there to actually do it is like the Hardest thing in the world. Even if its like the most important thing in the world for me I still what people like to call procratinating I like to call just taking my time. Idk but the shit is qutie annoying maybe I will get it together one day. Then there is this love thing that was sprung upon me at a fairly young age that I still stuggle with to this day dont get it twisted I love my girlfriend with all my heart but I just sometimes think (SOMETHING I DO WAY TO FUCKING OFTEN MY THOUGHTS ARE ALWAYS ON 2015) about the past relationships that I have been in and I think to myself damn son shit got real like really real  I have been in lets say about 6 real live relationships with men and women. So I know a lil something about relationships and people and love and life itself. So then there is my family in which I love so very much its just hard sometimes but this is about me so imma leave that subject alone. My current job status is of something of that I never thought I would have thought of smh and to top it off I live in Frederica De.
 


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