Diffrent

 Every day its something. But isnt that life Im living a life that I never knew was possible. Its different. And I like it. But like any normal human Im just waiting for shit to pop off. Its weird because Im in that inbettween stage were Im happy but Im still trying to figure out what that means. I dont really have anyone to talk to without hesitation. But honestly this may have been one of the best years of my life besides 23 23 was good. I am learing me while loving my Fiance yes Fiance its amazing to be loved so hard by one person. She is everything I have ever wanted in a person. Back to me Im stil trying to figure out wat I wanna do with rest of my life which is a every day challange in its own i battle on when I wanna  have kids I mean I dont wanna be hella old trying to have kids and lets be honest a sisters clock is ticking or whatever and its time for me to pop one out. I m ready. I love the fact that i dont have to worry about what my mate is doing or who she is doing it with. She make me feel sooo. And its kinda fucked  up through because I almost wanna do things just to cause a problem because it is tooo perfect real chill like. I am still getting use to the this way of life seeing as though the last two ass holes I had were just that ass holes...